#41
Yeah im takin a break because im Bork as shit, we're failing hard here at our mission, i'm starting to have thoughts and... plans, it's really freakin me out
#42

shriekingviolet posted:

what a coincidence, i'm drinking some plain tonic water with lime

thA moThafuck'in SOber ZONE



that's weird, i made my first club soda with lime tonight

#43
the hive mind is real but it's only interested in citrus drinks
#44
we should probably have a dedicated thread for discussing getting high on carbon dioxide water + fruit
#45
hell, we probably need a whole new forum

the fIZzZone
#46
i love all you guys, with yall your quirks, thanks for accepting my PTSD'd out immigrant brain and instead or radicalizing me into oblivion, showing me some righteous rhizzomatic literature. I can and would stand in Real Life and proudly do a Rhizzone Salute
#47
I p. M bsed myself, a persyn marked foor lifé for substance abuse disorders. faking all my symptoms to get the most weoghtloss inducing drugs. I tried to kill myself a coulpe of day ago. Mental ilnesseds are ruining my aspirations to orgänize a mass line
#48
sorry to hear that comrade. i hope the posting battalion is a good home for you as well as any other similarly effected folks. i retreat back into the posting battalion due to sadbrains or org frustration often, and it has helped me greatly, but terms and conditions may apply
#49
Thankies comrade. Lets stay strong comrade. Also on phenazepam and yesterday i smoked like kritikal krush or w/e. This Finnish ug rapper has been staying bwith me and boy does he like benzos and The weed
#50
I feel you about the mental illness. Haunted by psychosis myself. If you hang out with underground Finnish rappers you must be pretty cool/interesting tho so that's nice
#51
Boy do soviets know how to their benzs. A couple of days no meemories NOR worries. Then alcohol and 2mg clonazepam a day

Ninja edit: seek My music at Soundcloud / permavirgin
#52
i post two times, before i post two times, and then i post two more

lose your face, lose your name, then get fitted for a suit of flame
#53
TLDR: we

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#54
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#56
watchin gladiator the Ultimate Dick Flick

edit 30 mins in and i watched
- the last of an indigenous people destroyed
- a black slave help a former general
- swarthy arabs
- queer be used as a derogatory term for gay relations
- slave buying and slave haggling, by a jew
- more ultraviolence

extended edition

the moral of gladiator is that the ruling class is fundamentally weak, and civilization must be ruled by the repressing class itself, the generals and police and security state

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#57
i bother because i dont wanna b depressed. and i wasnt, for a little while the drugs worked. for a lil while being completely wrapped up in another person's life worked. but as The Verve said, the drugs dont work any more
#58
still high, tryin to imagine a retelling of the end of Gladiator from the perspective of someone who left the coliseum early:

"no i said i left early, what are you talking about, the emperor died?"

"wait, WHO was that guy again? like a sena... oh, yeah that's right, general"

"sorry why did he kill the emperor again? wasn't he our general?"

"wait wait wait, so who's emperor now? is he emperor?"

"they're BOTH dead??"

"i mean i got the season pass so yeah of course i'll stay next t... he FREED THE GLADIATORS? godDAMNIT"
#59
Dear diary. Passed out a couple of weeks a go on poppy seed tea and other shit and lost all feeling and function from my left leg and been suffering from debilitating nerve pain so of course ive been popping muscle relaxants, clonazepam and gabapentinin like crazy for these past whatever days. All washed down with only a couple of beers since im a responsible adult. Fml. Long live eternal science of marxism-leninism-maoism.
#60
please dont bee that goon who passes out on their limb then had to have it amputated.
#61
I know you are but what am i
#62

troolari posted:

Dear diary. Passed out a couple of weeks a go on poppy seed tea and other shit and lost all feeling and function from my left leg and been suffering from debilitating nerve pain so of course ive been popping muscle relaxants, clonazepam and gabapentinin like crazy for these past whatever days. All washed down with only a couple of beers since im a responsible adult. Fml. Long live eternal science of marxism-leninism-maoism.



which subforum is this from? are we talking forumid=1 or what heah

#63
fuckin, gettin high again instead of gettin done what i need gettin done.

wrote my first embarrassing poem:

We haven't seen the last internet,
we haven't seen the last plague.
We haven't seen the last bomb nor
seen the last Hague.

The earth sleeps for now,
all life on the wane.
But when people awaken
they'll awaken again.

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#64
i need to stop smoking weed
#65
I haven't smoked weed in years and I don't miss it. You should try it
#66
the trick seems to be only smoking it after you get all your stuff done, try that
#67
i started making a list of all the reasons to cut it back. the list got pretty long and convincing. thanks to belphegor and roseweird and that cheesy poem for the catalysis.
#68
Edit: dont drink and text, kids

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#69
hope you stick around

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#70

troolari posted:

I think I'm going to kill myself tonight. Thx everybody


please dont do this

#71

toyotathon posted:

watchin gladiator the Ultimate Dick Flick

edit 30 mins in and i watched
- the last of an indigenous people destroyed
- a black slave help a former general
- swarthy arabs
- queer be used as a derogatory term for gay relations
- slave buying and slave haggling, by a jew
- more ultraviolence

extended edition

the moral of gladiator is that the ruling class is fundamentally weak, and civilization must be ruled by the repressing class itself, the generals and police and security state



thanks for the recommendation

#72
3 human men have told me gladiator is their favorite movie

if you were curious about the baseline level of fash amongst white men. and it's almost 3 hours long.
#73
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#74
Ok got myself some amph and some rigs and its go time about to read something and wash dishes
#75
cool shit
#76

troolari posted:

Ok got myself some amph and some rigs and its go time about to read something and wash dishes



yeesh, pal

#77
More soviet benzs with fucked up tiny recommended doses and p. Nice Half-Life epissode 3
#78
i was doing some sorting out of books anmd took some books off the shelf and hidden behind a copy of adam smiths the wealth of nations was a lot of drugs id forgoten about
#79
a couple years ago I was sorting through a box of books & zines someone had donated to the org library and buried in there was a forgotten lil baggy of coke
#80
now thats something I could get behind