#681
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drugs r cool n good for u. do some drugs, imo, doesn't matter what kind. Hope that is helpful,, peace....
#682
tardy on these heaters
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AmericanNazbro posted:
drugs r cool n good for u. do some drugs, imo, doesn't matter what kind. Hope that is helpful,, peace....



wrong and illegal, bad

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i have a friend on ssris and i convinced him to get off them and if he then goes all suicidey im going to feel p shit. otoh hes not depressed hes just a heroin addict
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deadken posted:
i have a friend on ssris and i convinced him to get off them and if he then goes all suicidey im going to feel p shit.



it sure worked for dfw

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Also obviously theres no evidence. its not like the pre-transition suicide rate is Over 20% and much much higher than the post-transition suicide rate
#686
Mike Nelson here.
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the other day a nurse called me and was like hi this is the mental health clinic why did you get referred to us a few months ago. and i was like oh i want therapy. and she says oh we don't do that. and i said you don't offer therapy at your mental health clinic and she goes well no we don't have the resources to offer it to everyone but maybe we can get a consultation done. so i said yes i've had six consultations done with psychiatrists over the past few years. and she was like what why would that happen and i said well because i call people like you and you tell me you don't have resources but you can do a consult. i just had a consult at you guys in april. and she was like you were already at our hospital??? and i was like didn't you read my file and she goes no that's a good point i'll look at it now.

anyway she goes oh yes it says here the doctor wanted you to change your medications. did you do this? uhh what? no one talked to me about changing my medications. oh yes he said you had to change them because they don't seem to be working that well. and i'm like you mean i have been on the wrong medications for seven months because no one checked my file? and she goes well i dunno why didn't your psychiatrist follow up with you. and i said because i don't have a psychiatrist that is why i am calling you. and she was like oh well i'll book you back with the same psychiatrist you saw in april and he can do a second consult and just emphasize to him you want to know about counseling. and i asked when i could get an appointment and she said it was up to this specific subclinic. the last time i asked for a consult from the same doctor it took me 5 months to get.

so i will have been on the possibly wrong medications (according to the last psychiatrist i saw) for a year before they might decide to change them, at which time they might also tell me about a therapist i could see, maybe not, guess i'll find out next april.
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deadken posted:
i have a friend on ssris and i convinced him to get off them and if he then goes all suicidey im going to feel p shit. otoh hes not depressed hes just a heroin addict



get him to change to bupropion, its safer + makes you want to fuck

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#689
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when we were loafin about europe i woke up in chisinau with a really weird feeling, my teeth were chattering, my heart was racing, my dick had gone all shrivelled up, i was like 'wait i dont remember taking any drugs last night' then it emerged that while drunk as shit on moldovan cognac i had overdosed on his ssris. i spent the whole of that day a shaking wreck, unable to properly string a sentence together or think about any one thing for more than ten minutes. ssris are like the least fun drug
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jools posted:

deadken posted:
i have a friend on ssris and i convinced him to get off them and if he then goes all suicidey im going to feel p shit. otoh hes not depressed hes just a heroin addict

get him to change to bupropion, its safer + makes you want to fuck



i think he was on that it made him really weird + violent + start fights w/ rudeboys on the night bus

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Did You Know? ketamine functions as an antidepressant, its fun as hell, and the loss of bladder control associated with extensive use only affects women
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getfiscal posted:
doctor jools, what about effexor

should i be taking 225 mg of it a day

to be honest i wanna go off my meds (with doctor assistance) because it'll be cool to be able to wander around in rural cuba without having to worry about severe withdrawals because my $350/month pills got lost. that's my whole reason. doc can you increase my risk of psychotic break so i can bum around in a communist country's wastelands for a few years. also give me the money to do this thanks.



well youre not under 25 so youre not at risk for effexors Breathtakingly powerful suicide effect.... keep an eye on your blood pressure... theres a chance that it could stop your dick from working Forever like any drug that inhibits serotonin reuptake ....

im pretty sure effexor would not stop you from having a psychotic break though, its indicated just for depression n anxiety

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discipline posted:
just give me some amphetamines lady



Meet me in Ramallah for some amphetamines, lady

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deadken posted:
Did You Know? ketamine functions as an antidepressant, its fun as hell, and the loss of bladder control associated with extensive use only affects women



so does salvia lol

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deadken posted:

jools posted:

deadken posted:
i have a friend on ssris and i convinced him to get off them and if he then goes all suicidey im going to feel p shit. otoh hes not depressed hes just a heroin addict

get him to change to bupropion, its safer + makes you want to fuck

i think he was on that it made him really weird + violent + start fights w/ rudeboys on the night bus



another one he could try is tianeptine but they only prescribe it in france lol

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i have never taken any kind of mental health medication. i do feel my sanity slowly slipping away every single day but i much prefer it this way. embrace your schizophrenia. d&g.
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aerdil posted:
i have never taken any kind of mental health medication. i do feel my sanity slowly slipping away every single day but i much prefer it this way. embrace your schizophrenia. d&g.

#699
Dont Mess With Sucess
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my favorite ssri is SPLIFF
#700
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i get really weird on salvia, i keep on trying to describe my experience but my lips seize up and my tongue goes all rubbery and it comes out in a gurgling stream of mismatched consonants
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I'm Giving Up Weed. Actually Properly This Time
#702
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no weed. amphetamines, lady
#703
Dont Mess With Sucess
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its gonna be pretty funny (ironic?) if i finally cure my depression and then, later, i drop dead.
#704
Dont Mess With Sucess
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deadken posted:
I'm Giving Up Weed. Actually Properly This Time

right. vape only. very mature of you, with the hard T sound and everything.

#705
Mike Nelson here.
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jools posted:
im pretty sure effexor would not stop you from having a psychotic break though, its indicated just for depression n anxiety

oh i also take invega (paliperidone) which is a new antipsychotic.

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deadken posted:
i get really weird on salvia, i keep on trying to describe my experience but my lips seize up and my tongue goes all rubbery and it comes out in a gurgling stream of mismatched consonants


i only tried salvia a few times but one of them was one of the most unpleasant experiences of my life, i think most drugs are worth trying but i'd never recommend salvia

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i want to try lsd, 2cp, amt, and crack cocaine
#708
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in january i think we're going to drive out into the socal desert and take lsd, its gonna own/i may die
#709
Dont Mess With Sucess
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i'd say most of my "important" drug experiences have been unpleasant and even terrifying. certainly important is the right word when it comes to my intellectual life..
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does anyone else find their politics changed when they smoke weed? i start thinking about all the great things human civilization has achieved from huge ass aqueducts that span the state to all the wonderful entrenched liberal values like free speech and freedom of movement.

im so left-wing that when i get stoned i turn into a mainstream liberal Democrat?? i guess smoking dope really does turn u into a dope.
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salvia's no fun
#712
Dont Mess With Sucess
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deadken posted:
i want to try lsd, 2cp, amt, and crack cocaine


crack is exactly how you'd expect it to be and takes a lot out of you

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swampman posted:
i'd say most of my "important" drug experiences have been unpleasant and even terrifying. certainly important is the right word when it comes to my intellectual life..


i've had some cathartic spiritual moments on acid that probably wouldn't have happened without preceding unpleasantness but there's a big difference between a few hours of existential agony and two minutes of thinking you broke the universe

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and most of the most concrete realizations i've gotten from drugs were from mdma and mdma owns. i'm pretty sure that overcoming my naive nerd misogyny was a direct consequence of one particular combined lcd-mdma experience, e.g.

candyflipping should be a human right imo
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thirdplace posted:

swampman posted:
i'd say most of my "important" drug experiences have been unpleasant and even terrifying. certainly important is the right word when it comes to my intellectual life..

i've had some cathartic spiritual moments on acid that probably wouldn't have happened without preceding unpleasantness but there's a big difference between a few hours of existential agony and two minutes of thinking you broke the universe

that little two-minutes-anxiety is common feature in my normal mental terrain. the last time i did shrooms, i had a minor toothache, which morphed under the influence into this crazy world-enveloping pain.. i spent two hours feeling like i was decaying and at some point the sharpness of the pain grew metallic and i changed into a sort of dog creature with long steel teeth, and then the inevitability of my death seemed a little more natural, because i'd been released from this monolithic abstract "humanity".. the implications of that word are often in direct conflict with the reality of my humanity, you get me. love writing a lot of paragraphiacal nonsense about drugs tho. love it. LOVEit

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aerdil posted:
does anyone else find their politics changed when they smoke weed? i start thinking about all the great things human civilization has achieved from huge ass aqueducts that span the state to all the wonderful entrenched liberal values like free speech and freedom of movement.

im so left-wing that when i get stoned i turn into a mainstream liberal Democrat?? i guess smoking dope really does turn u into a dope.



sometimes when im high i think 'youre a fucking communist, what the fuck are you doing' but then i remember how smart and right about everything i am

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deadken posted:
aerdil posted:
sometimes when im high i think 'youre a fucking communist, what the fuck are you doing' but then i remember how smart and right about everything i am



yeah thats exactly the feeling im talkin about

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jools posted:

getfiscal posted:
doctor jools, what about effexor

should i be taking 225 mg of it a day

to be honest i wanna go off my meds (with doctor assistance) because it'll be cool to be able to wander around in rural cuba without having to worry about severe withdrawals because my $350/month pills got lost. that's my whole reason. doc can you increase my risk of psychotic break so i can bum around in a communist country's wastelands for a few years. also give me the money to do this thanks.

well youre not under 25 so youre not at risk for effexors Breathtakingly powerful suicide effect.... keep an eye on your blood pressure... theres a chance that it could stop your dick from working Forever like any drug that inhibits serotonin reuptake ....

im pretty sure effexor would not stop you from having a psychotic break though, its indicated just for depression n anxiety



Is there any drug I can take to give me an erection permanently? Thank you.

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swampman posted:

thirdplace posted:

swampman posted:
i'd say most of my "important" drug experiences have been unpleasant and even terrifying. certainly important is the right word when it comes to my intellectual life..

i've had some cathartic spiritual moments on acid that probably wouldn't have happened without preceding unpleasantness but there's a big difference between a few hours of existential agony and two minutes of thinking you broke the universe

that little two-minutes-anxiety is common feature in my normal mental terrain. the last time i did shrooms, i had a minor toothache, which morphed under the influence into this crazy world-enveloping pain.. i spent two hours feeling like i was decaying and at some point the sharpness of the pain grew metallic and i changed into a sort of dog creature with long steel teeth, and then the inevitability of my death seemed a little more natural, because i'd been released from this monolithic abstract "humanity".. the implications of that word are often in direct conflict with the reality of my humanity, you get me. love writing a lot of paragraphiacal nonsense about drugs tho. love it. LOVEit



that kind of stuff used to happen to me on the daily without having to take any drugs or do anything. my body is p. cool and god often speaks to me in my hallucinations