i could be absolutely terrified by it and come out very shaken up for years
or
i could get really into post-punk/neo-psychedelia/indie fop-ism again
psychicdriver posted:i'm curious about it but My Brain's Not So Good
i could be absolutely terrified by it and come out very shaken up for years
or
i could get really into post-punk/neo-psychedelia/indie fop-ism again
Don't take any chances. I won't do psychedelics again because I know there is a distinct possibly I will put my mind somewhere and forget where I left it.
i did have the following misunderstood convo on St Marks Pl with a friend who was also on the mushrooms:
{what she says / what i hear}
(welling up) "and of course i start crying" / "it's like i'm dying"
"it's like the body goes into shock" / "the bodies are lined in chalk..."
and just both nod a lot like, yeah man. whoa
do acid.
i imagined flowers blooming out of my corpse then making way for more new life
its good i want to do it again soon
ialdabaoth posted:how can u put on a blindfold when ur a glass of orange juice
Very carefully
incidentally this is not an endorsement of taking lots of acid, i regret nothing but its not smart if your mental health is at all precarious which includes pretty much anyone who would post OTF (On These Forums)
would taking 200μg and getting a good friend to tripsit be a good idea.
golden rule as far as i'm concerned is make sure you're in a situation/environment you feel comfortable in and that includes your company
tears posted:what im getting at and again someone can correct me it they think otherwise but as far as i can tell the hallucinations from acid appear to be qualitativly different from those i experience due to mania
having experienced both i don't think you have the wrong impression as such, the average acid experience is relatively superficial for want of a better word, but larger doses can easily induce delusional states akin to mania
The only thing worse than paranoia is anti-paranoia, the idea that nothing is connected to anything...
i met some phish-heads in a bar in sausalito and gave them a ride to some show in berkeley and they gave me a tab of acid in return. only in SF folks. i've mentioned this to belphy before but some bad acid trips definitely helped me on my way to a nervous breakdown (this was like twenty years ago) and i don't place the blame on the acid that much really (I also had some very good trips). i've been well since then but have definitely steered away from the hallucinogens. so, i'm like 50/50 on whether i want to hike into the mountains and take this tab or just give it to my dealer as a present ¯\_(ツ)_/¯