aerdil posted:

im still to this day confused how helldump whose mission statement involved trolling furries and other awful posters eventually became fanatically inclusive to the same with trolling as a banable offense

i guess when you stare too long into an abyss....

i think its because pathetic losers with nothing better to do with their lives formed a central hub which lashed out (deservedly, imo) at posters who had repellent political beliefs, then metastasized into a pit of despair as they all accepted their true nature and used the community as an escape from reality, then built walls around their sanctuary that would disallow things that might damage the negative-feelings-free zone so carefully constructed

HenryKrinkle posted:

dm your posting has been awfully cryptic lately.

Empathy is my friend from the treatment center thread. after i did something stupid, there was some sort of plan involving pasting all kinds of stuff from a private conversation with someone i have a very strange emotional connection with based on going through pretty severe psychological trauma together, yet no point of reference in terms of communication on WDDP to humiliate me i guess (idk, i'm banned from there).

i think a story based on a rumor got circulated, where she and i were going to do some sort of victim-offender reconciliation type thing. i don't have a problem with that or anything, but i (fortunately) don't have a record and i don't even know about her past in terms of that, though some rumors have been circulating.

at present, i'm apparently going to go down to LA and rent a place with her and some other friends for a while to get away from my family, get a job, and generally get on with my life. it was her idea because she's a really cool friend like that. she has a boyfriend, so it's just going to be as friends.

she may or may not work in porn at present, i have no idea, but lots of people i've never met on the internet apparently think so. if she does and feels like posting here in the future, show her respect and treat her like a human being anyways. all i know is that she had to change her cell phone number.

this whole reverse-helldumping stunt has been really fucking dangerous because of the previously mentioned strange emotional connection. i suddenly had all communication with the only person i can relate to wrt some pretty serious shit in my life atm (i can't relate to my family and irl friends) routed through fucking helldump in realtime. irl, my routine problems sleeping got even worse, i started forgetting to eat, stopped trying to reconnect with my irl friends, and a bunch of other shit. i could have died.

i know i was used as a pawn in some drama i had nothing to do with as well, though i don't know the details. no offense to anyone or to the rhizzone in general, but i have better things to do with my time atm than spend any more of it here. i have no problem getting treated like that irl anyways if i really want to

i wish you all the best of luck here, so please don't use me as a scapegoat instead of addressing some serious drama and conflicts that extend beyond me or shit is just going to fall apart irrespective of what i do. saying that i'm "mad over the internet" or have a persecution complex or whatever are really cynical examples of this (taking things too personally/critically is a lingering effect of emotional abuse from my dad that i'm still trying to work on). getting my irl shit in order is something i need to do, so it's really better for me that i'm not going to be spending time on the forums