#561
flood me with stimuli! let the world wash over me! give me sensation, pure sensation! let us cast ourselves into the immense mouth and breast of the world!
#562
IM right and everybody else is wrong.
#563

Crow posted:
You dont have to be a trot conservative liberal like bf to be wary of weaknesses that parade themselves under banners of false freedom. If you mean hedonism as like some sort of mastery of yourself, beyond stupid, naive drives, as something greater than simple urges of immediate pleasure, as something that breaks free from mental and spiritual slavery, then by all means go ahead.

But if you mean getting your rocks off like a grade A moron, following the path of least resistance, flooding your receptors with stimuli at every turn, swimming in enjoyment until it is dissolved of all pleasure, then that is a weakness. As Stalin says Weakness, Idleness, and Stupidity are perhaps the only true vices. So, unless you elevate your hedonism as some sort of Kantian Absolute Good (or Diabolical Evil, for that matter), you deserve to get a beating. Hedonism, to me, is more like Kant's Radical Evil, not that which is necessarily a horrible deed, but that which gives up on the notion that something other than our inclinations and interests could determine our conduct. That's pathetic.

i mean i have weaknesses, i'm just a man. But i'm not living under the illusion that drudging around in chains is freedom. Check your privilege.



Fun Police Alert

#564

babyfinland posted:

deadken posted:
i dont think i feel bad because i live wrong though, i felt bad when i was in a committed relationship, i felt bad during my celibate adolescence, its probably something intrinsic. except feeling bad is the wrong term really, im not like depresso or anything, im not even unhappy, i just feel this gap, this constant sense of abstraction & dislocation from everything. i know what the solution is though. im going to join a cult

yes what you need is intentionality in your life, behind your actions, somethign to give your will to live tangible meaning. of course this is disgusting existentialism but thats about where youre at right now so so be it. apologies to any lurking liar-rapists in the audience who may have to write an abusively misognyistic novel to deal with the pain of reading this post



yeah exactly, im fully aware of this, im joining a cult

#565

Crow posted:
You dont have to be a trot conservative liberal like bf to be wary of weaknesses that parade themselves under banners of false freedom. If you mean hedonism as like some sort of mastery of yourself, beyond stupid, naive drives, as something greater than simple urges of immediate pleasure, as something that breaks free from mental and spiritual slavery, then by all means go ahead.

But if you mean getting your rocks off like a grade A moron, following the path of least resistance, flooding your receptors with stimuli at every turn, swimming in enjoyment until it is dissolved of all pleasure, then that is a weakness. As Stalin says Weakness, Idleness, and Stupidity are perhaps the only true vices. So, unless you elevate your hedonism as some sort of Kantian Absolute Good (or Diabolical Evil, for that matter), you deserve to get a beating. Hedonism, to me, is more like Kant's Radical Evil, not that which is necessarily a horrible deed, but that which gives up on the notion that something other than our inclinations and interests could determine our conduct. That's pathetic.

i mean i have weaknesses, i'm just a man. But i'm not living under the illusion that drudging around in chains is freedom. Check your privilege.



Nice crowpost.

#566

deadken posted:

babyfinland posted:

deadken posted:
i dont think i feel bad because i live wrong though, i felt bad when i was in a committed relationship, i felt bad during my celibate adolescence, its probably something intrinsic. except feeling bad is the wrong term really, im not like depresso or anything, im not even unhappy, i just feel this gap, this constant sense of abstraction & dislocation from everything. i know what the solution is though. im going to join a cult

yes what you need is intentionality in your life, behind your actions, somethign to give your will to live tangible meaning. of course this is disgusting existentialism but thats about where youre at right now so so be it. apologies to any lurking liar-rapists in the audience who may have to write an abusively misognyistic novel to deal with the pain of reading this post

yeah exactly, im fully aware of this, im joining a cult



this is what happens when you join a cult http://niqnaq.wordpress.com/2012/01/02/i-wonder-whether-i-shall-get-a-reply-to-this/

#567
Im just a simple man, or perfaps a small birft
#568

Goethestein posted:
tom of babyfinland



isn't that the joke or is his name actually tom

#569
Wow bf with the dagger-words, and the alpha takedown, at the same time. Big stuff, big stuff.
#570

Impper posted:
Wow bf with the dagger-words, and the alpha takedown, at the same time. Big stuff, big stuff.


you've been really cynical lately

#571
i think i might have actually arrived at Truth, my experience of unsequenced meaningless Sensation is precisely the reality of the universe, the sense of abstraction i feel is the fundamental void that separates us from the world, in wanting to join a cult i'm deliberately shying away from the Real. truth isn't sufficient, i need a lie. this is something i intend to explore in my dumb words thing ive resolved to not start writing yet
#572

Lessons posted:

Goethestein posted:
tom of babyfinland

isn't that the joke or is his name actually tom



i thought his name was tom irl/.

#573
Tom you've convinced me. I'm gonna marry then next lady I fornicate with.
#574

EmanuelaOrlandi posted:
Tom you've convinced me. I'm gonna marry then next lady I fornicate with.



alhamdulillah brother

#575

Lessons posted:

Impper posted:
Wow bf with the dagger-words, and the alpha takedown, at the same time. Big stuff, big stuff.

you've been really cynical lately

what are you talking about?

#576

deadken posted:
i think i might have actually arrived at Truth, my experience of unsequenced meaningless Sensation is precisely the reality of the universe, the sense of abstraction i feel is the fundamental void that separates us from the world, in wanting to join a cult i'm deliberately shying away from the Real. truth isn't sufficient, i need a lie. this is something i intend to explore in my dumb words thing ive resolved to not start writing yet



have you ever read meister eckhart

#577
no
#578

deadken posted:
no



14th C christian mystic, worth reading imo. thomas merton who i mentioned before is 20th C guy who converted to catholicism and writes really well abotu the relevance of his faith in the modern world etc.

#579

Nothing hinders the soul so much in attaining to the knowledge of God as time and place. Therefore, if the soul is to know God, it must know Him outside time and place, since God is neither in this or that, but One and above them. If the soul is to see God, it must look at nothing in time; for while the soul is occupied with time or place or any image of the kind, it cannot recognize God.



Our salvation depends upon our knowing and recognizing the Chief Good which is God Himself. I have a capacity in my soul for taking in God entirely. I am as sure as I live that nothing is so near to me as God. God is nearer to me than I am to myself... Thus must the soul, which would know God, be rooted and grounded in Him so steadfastly, as to suffer no perturbation of fear or hope, or joy or sorrow, or love or hate, or anything which may disturb its peace... the soul should be remote from all earthly things alike so as not to be nearer to one than another. It should keep the same attitude of aloofness in love and hate, in possession and renouncement, that is, it should be simultaneously dead, resigned and lifted up.

#580
seriouspost i used to worship a self-avowedly synthetic entity conglomerated out of all the Truths in the universe, most of which were mathematical axioms
#581
yeah ive heard him referenced a lot, keierkegaard and so on, bloch talks about him a bit too i think
#582

Impper posted:

Lessons posted:

Impper posted:
Wow bf with the dagger-words, and the alpha takedown, at the same time. Big stuff, big stuff.

you've been really cynical lately

what are you talking about?



you used to be so fresh and full of life. now you just chew a mentos and scowl.

#583
keekerguard is pretty cool, imo.
#584

Lessons posted:
keekerguard is pretty cool, imo.



no doubt

#585
shahada.can be reduced to the monotone convergence theorem. It's True I Proved It
#586
when was impper ever full of life
#587

Lessons posted:

Impper posted:

Lessons posted:

Impper posted:
Wow bf with the dagger-words, and the alpha takedown, at the same time. Big stuff, big stuff.

you've been really cynical lately

what are you talking about?

you used to be so fresh and full of life. now you just chew a mentos and scowl.

ummm ok

#588

deadken posted:
when was impper ever full of life



after rape

#589

littlegreenpills posted:
shahada.can be reduced to the monotone convergence theorem. It's True I Proved It



whats that

#590
we're all p messed up at the rhizzone i think its just that our problems are more along the lines of the insufficiency of the Real rather than 'i havent talked to a human being in four days and i want to die'
#591

babyfinland posted:

deadken posted:
when was impper ever full of life

after rape



#592
Impper is gonna have a little pep in his step after the 'Jewish but never that serious about it' chica I sent that message to responds and then he fornicates with her.
#593

deadken posted:
we're all p messed up at the rhizzone i think its just that our problems are more along the lines of the insufficiency of the Real rather than 'i havent talked to a human being in four days and i want to die'


speak for yourself

#594
imppers okcupid needs some serious revamping imo. i like the 'you should message me if you like to smash things' bit though. u should try to emphasise your more positive aspects i think, misery is profound but nobody wants a profoundly miserable fuck
#595

deadken posted:
we're all p messed up at the rhizzone i think its just that our problems are more along the lines of the insufficiency of the Real rather than 'i havent talked to a human being in four days and i want to die'



Agreed bit i prevent myself from wallowing in self-pity or excessive ennui by reminding myself i at least have a more comfortable and in many ways rich life than 90% of people who've ever lived on the planet.

And then people are all like “oooh but it’s still empty, in the past people had something to live and die for” as if arbitrarily dying scared and alone on a muddy battlefield in crimea or yucutan is somehow more noble or Real. I don't buy that

#596
im so messed up, being happy and successful and healthy with a bright future. its tearing me apart.
#597
Leave it to him to squander my 'I live houellebecq' line...
#598
I just do a bump and ride my bike 30 mph through traffic dodging certain death then drink like 8 beers and do it again. I'm pretty much happy all the time.
#599

deadken posted:
imppers okcupid needs some serious revamping imo. i like the 'you should message me if you like to smash things' bit though. u should try to emphasise your more positive aspects i think, misery is profound but nobody wants a profoundly miserable fuck

i go through phases with it. sometimes it's pretty positive, sometimes it's one line or one word replies. i have no idea what i was doing on there today... but i just messaged a girl today with that profile and i might have a date coming up. i'm never sure what works and what doesn't, it seems random. so we'll see homie

#600

babyfinland posted:
im so messed up, being happy and successful and healthy with a bright future. its tearing me apart.



affluenza..... first world misery is so much more profound than all the petty 'my arm got mangled in an industrial winch and now i'm dying slowly in a shanty town' bullshit.... too real, too grubby, too unsophisticated, no poetic potential, get it out my face