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UNUSUALY COOL
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Destination Justice is appearing as a dead end . The seeds of the travesty threaten to sprout only into a jungle of thorns. But, I don't want to be fatalistic and I don't want to be flowery. I don't want to give permission to this devastation. I bring them joy and let them win if I admit, that I think, that they have successfully destroyed us. I don't want to be flowery when there is such an ugly tale to tell.

My dreams have been stolen. My trust has disappeared. My attempts to foresee any future, based on anything other than agonized survival, all fail. I am more than flailing. I feel I am being swallowed whole by an ocean filled solely with sharks. The waves of despair and desolation , and levels of unmanageable frustration, crash and crash. I might drown soon enough if I don't get a kiss from the abyss. Flowery ocean imagery. Damn.

In between, there are small signs: Every day, my other blog gets tons of hits from people all over the world. I can see on my trusty stat counter that they are looking up, “ Tig Notaro Controversy,” And, they therefore are accessing this post, http://losangelesjusticesreeks.blogspot.com/2010/09/there-is-no-tig-notaro-controversy.html
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Not Your S.H.I.E.L.D.
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My Nigga Totaro
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