roseweird posted:

i don't know, to be honest i got my treatment and got the hell out of the community as fast as i could. i was so young, i had not become a man yet, and yet i was expected to take as my social and spiritual godmothers the various fat delusional manlike old trannies and sad night-time crossdressers i was introduced to. awful but true, what could they know about the life facing me ? but regardless i think they are born good people who with simple ad compassionate treatment (simpler adn more compssionate than mine) coufld find a place in society , dignity without histrionics... but the truth is there is no place fo rthem, and the grand prize of transgenderism is to not have to be transgender any more. they want us to acknowledge them as women and to be polite w e do so but the ddissonance is too severe! and even in complicity we hurt them, beause we call them "women" but they know they are not women, and every time we say "woman" we both cringe a little ... and madness builds up. i am crazy too in my way but not like they are, and i may still learn to hold it and live out my days in relative peace. but there needs to be a language o fhonesty, we need to give eunuchs and intersex and all sorts of people who don't appear male or female a dignified place in this society and then i think we can look at the situation with clarity and avoid all this unpleasantness. this is more important than trans rights to be seen as really men or women . it is more important to make this question less important, and look with clarity at the bodies people live with

anyway i don't know, there are a LOT of pious liberal people "on our side" , in the superficial sense... sometimes oppressively so. people so politically correct and afraid to deal with truth that they cannot hera the word eunuch, cannot respect us unless we say call us women. the dogpile might work, i dont know, it all sounds like ptty emaningless drama either way so who cares? what section of the community do they represent except the part that is not presentable enough to go outside? they are obsessed with being seen as "really women" because they will never be intuitively seen as women ..... but not everyone is in the same situation.

regardless does it really look strange outside us politics ? transgende rpolitics of similar kind have taken hold in brazil at least. perhaps not in japan tho of course japanese glam rock influenced western transgenderism. thailand seems to have a more honest but also very exploitative culture. i'm curiuos about germany third gender but we'll see how it goes. there must be som edignity for those who want to mix freely masculine and feminine traits, at the very least , and those who dont want to participate in sex, mature sexually , etc.

anuway whatever i can't be a spokesperson for this tumblr drama or explain it because i aoid it, cis whatever who cares. , i wish people on all sides of the conversation would stop and learn to say something deeper. i wish they could see something like what i see. i know i'm a narcissist but its true when i say i know things most people including almost all 'transgender people' don't know, because i live differently. i live in a hom ewith women who see me as a woman and that is how my life goes, and most transgender women are in pain that they usually cannot live this way. they just want someone to see them as women and are begging for it and looking for any one who can make them feel like woman. but if they knew what it really means to feel like a woman they would be afraid. its tabu to say but true. but i know that they're in pain and have sometimes become clowns out of confusion and desperation so interpret what they do accordingly

its quite upsetting to see you dehumanise "fat delusional manlike old trannies and sad night-time crossdressers" for the crime of being physically undesirable to you when you owe the speed of your own transition to their courageous activism in the past

roseweird posted:

Merzbow posted:

here's ways of educating people and such

personally i cannot think of a way to educate people. there is no acceptable vocabulary of education right now. transgenderism properly understood is a symptom of a biological regime whose terms and crises most people are unwilling to recognize, so how are we going to educate? "everything you know is a lie ... you're lucky you met me today. i'm going to tell you how everything really is. take this red aspirin, you'll want to keep your blood pressure down, some of this is very stimulating." so instead 'education' then only consists in wielding identitarian scraps as weapons, holding people accountable for their ignorance about the oppressed, snagging and informing them and demanding they be 'aware', etc. this is the logical conclusion of things for most people who get sorted into the transgender mill and it's not any more remarkable or alienating imo than bodybuilding.com forums or better homes and gardens magazine. the future is a shining horizon of new subcultures to cynically despise

it requires a change in the way people view the world. the liberals in the mass media have done a very good job at making lgbt an accepted part of western society (an ongoing process, admittedly). their programme of thought reform should be admired and emulated by all communists as we make breivik's fantasy of cultural marxism a reality.

conec posted:

Panopticon posted:

roseweird posted:

i don't know, to be honest i got my treatment and got the hell out of the community as fast as i could. i was so young, i had not become a man yet, and yet i was expected to take as my social and spiritual godmothers the various fat delusional manlike old trannies and sad night-time crossdressers i was introduced to. awful but true, what could they know about the life facing me ? but regardless i think they are born good people who with simple ad compassionate treatment (simpler adn more compssionate than mine) coufld find a place in society , dignity without histrionics... but the truth is there is no place fo rthem, and the grand prize of transgenderism is to not have to be transgender any more. they want us to acknowledge them as women and to be polite w e do so but the ddissonance is too severe! and even in complicity we hurt them, beause we call them "women" but they know they are not women, and every time we say "woman" we both cringe a little ... and madness builds up. i am crazy too in my way but not like they are, and i may still learn to hold it and live out my days in relative peace. but there needs to be a language o fhonesty, we need to give eunuchs and intersex and all sorts of people who don't appear male or female a dignified place in this society and then i think we can look at the situation with clarity and avoid all this unpleasantness. this is more important than trans rights to be seen as really men or women . it is more important to make this question less important, and look with clarity at the bodies people live with

anyway i don't know, there are a LOT of pious liberal people "on our side" , in the superficial sense... sometimes oppressively so. people so politically correct and afraid to deal with truth that they cannot hera the word eunuch, cannot respect us unless we say call us women. the dogpile might work, i dont know, it all sounds like ptty emaningless drama either way so who cares? what section of the community do they represent except the part that is not presentable enough to go outside? they are obsessed with being seen as "really women" because they will never be intuitively seen as women ..... but not everyone is in the same situation.

regardless does it really look strange outside us politics ? transgende rpolitics of similar kind have taken hold in brazil at least. perhaps not in japan tho of course japanese glam rock influenced western transgenderism. thailand seems to have a more honest but also very exploitative culture. i'm curiuos about germany third gender but we'll see how it goes. there must be som edignity for those who want to mix freely masculine and feminine traits, at the very least , and those who dont want to participate in sex, mature sexually , etc.

anuway whatever i can't be a spokesperson for this tumblr drama or explain it because i aoid it, cis whatever who cares. , i wish people on all sides of the conversation would stop and learn to say something deeper. i wish they could see something like what i see. i know i'm a narcissist but its true when i say i know things most people including almost all 'transgender people' don't know, because i live differently. i live in a hom ewith women who see me as a woman and that is how my life goes, and most transgender women are in pain that they usually cannot live this way. they just want someone to see them as women and are begging for it and looking for any one who can make them feel like woman. but if they knew what it really means to feel like a woman they would be afraid. its tabu to say but true. but i know that they're in pain and have sometimes become clowns out of confusion and desperation so interpret what they do accordingly

its quite upsetting to see you dehumanise "fat delusional manlike old trannies and sad night-time crossdressers" for the crime of being physically undesirable to you when you owe the speed of your own transition to their courageous activism in the past

roseweird posted:

Merzbow posted:

here's ways of educating people and such

personally i cannot think of a way to educate people. there is no acceptable vocabulary of education right now. transgenderism properly understood is a symptom of a biological regime whose terms and crises most people are unwilling to recognize, so how are we going to educate? "everything you know is a lie ... you're lucky you met me today. i'm going to tell you how everything really is. take this red aspirin, you'll want to keep your blood pressure down, some of this is very stimulating." so instead 'education' then only consists in wielding identitarian scraps as weapons, holding people accountable for their ignorance about the oppressed, snagging and informing them and demanding they be 'aware', etc. this is the logical conclusion of things for most people who get sorted into the transgender mill and it's not any more remarkable or alienating imo than bodybuilding.com forums or better homes and gardens magazine. the future is a shining horizon of new subcultures to cynically despise

it requires a change in the way people view the world. the liberals in the mass media have done a very good job at making lgbt an accepted part of western society (an ongoing process, admittedly). their programme of thought reform should be admired and emulated by all communists as we make breivik's fantasy of cultural marxism a reality.

Makeshift_Swahili posted:

whay havent you been releaseing many albums lately merzbow. how are your chickens?!

Setting up for the European and Canadian tour.

Merzbow posted:

http://vimeo.com/86014703

thanks

roseweird posted:

Merzbow posted:
Makeshift_Swahili posted:
whay havent you been releaseing many albums lately merzbow. how are your chickens?!
Setting up for the European and Canadian tour.


but whats this about hcickens

I got four bantams, the little ornamental chickens. With the idea to eat them after they grew up. I started to be concerned for them and care for them, which I never did strangely for my past animals. I made a connection with them, so I started reading into animal rights. Those cute bantams made me fall in love with animals and that is why a lot of my newer albums are related to animals in some way.

Have some New Zealand birds I took photos of back in November.


takahe


weka


kea

littlegreenpills posted:

i leave for about a week and now i cant remember how to post here anymore. now im reduced to trolling jezebel. fuck

how'd those trolls go. good times.

MadMedico posted:

angelbutt_dollface posted:

i dont understand how pierce morgan is even a thing at this point

terrible British

dude dont repeat yourself